27.11.09, 11/27/2009 11:52:00 PM
hey long time didnt see you.........starting to miss......got lots of thoughts in my mind that i wan to say....still feeling alone and you can know why........got lots of plans but most got cancled last minutes......still alone at home........but staying at home isn't a bad thing......it gave me time to think.......i even had my dream but the problem is...in order to get to my dream you have to come with me to New Zealand for a long trip...but i know that will never come true.....so i have to go alone.......i been thinking of you for a long time......at the chalet..(both chalet).......i cant sleep just to hope that you can stay........everyday saw what you write makes me feel.....feel...just a kind of feeling that you would want to let go of.........from your reaction to everything that happen around.....i can see that i have no slot.....might as well ...let go .........at last....thanks for teaching me so much.......letting me know all the things.......letting me see you laugh,cry,angry and many more......any way...its nice to know you.
Labels: it hurts......but i must move on