Wuzzup peep...I'm going to tell you something no one hear from me before. I kind of go through some paper stacks and found the class photo of my P6 class. I sat down and start look like what most people will do, and i saw her. And looking back i think ,"HEY!! We had been through alot. Everything now starts from her." Alright, start from the first time I ride a bus, I was riding to her, to do some poster the class needed. Okok i know its weird but my first ridin a bus was at P6. That was the first"first" from her. Then my FIRST job was selling muffins with her, door to door,block to block, FIRST time having dinner at someone's house with her family, FIRST time sending a girl home. One of the things I will never forget was at a friends BBQ party,it was after PSLE, a few of the P6 classmates was there two. And there was where I got my FIRST hug from a girl. I did not know what to do because it came so sudden, so I act-ed like I don't want to. We went to Escape Them Park together and that was the best day of my life! And I am going to tell you what happen. She lied to me that the shirt she was wearing will be transparent so she wanted me to sit behind the boat which will than go up and slide down a water slide. She was all dry after the ride because all the water was on me. We did the Family Coaster 10 and heard the song " LoveDrunk". So that song had a memory on for me. Had lunch at Burger King and it was my treat. Took photos of her while she was eating and she deleted all of it. After that waited her outside the toilet and we are ready to move on. The Bumper Boat was my turn to pay back. Shooting her with the water spray so as what she did to me. At the Hunted House, she was holding my hand all the way through, she even scolded the ghost.Hahahaha. Wanted to go on to the Ferris Wheel but it was closed so went off to other games. Got on to a thing with will go round and round and thats what she wanted so I joined her. Felt sick after that but I'm fine. The Pirate Ship was the best,because I was screaming all the way while she just sits there keeping her eyes close. Its weird, the girl I know wouldn't be so calm. She even told me not to scream, close my eyes, it will make me feel better. Well closing my eyes while playing the pirate ship wasn't the best idea. Going through all this, we were not tierd at all. Went to a game stall, she won at a horse race, I let her win.... alright, I really lost. We took the train home and as always, I will send her home. We've gone through so much but we where never a real couple. Sometimes I really felt that she still have the feeling for me, but I didn't ask her, I was afraid she will say no. Now, I never had the chance to talk to her, she got her friends, I have mine, life still goes on. I should have asked her to be with me 3 years ago, if so, I will have more, so much more to say than just end it here.
HEY DUDES.....was bored and found this comics and photo on the net....enjoy
They are friends since they are eggs....
Thats what I call a Kitty react
I was just like him few years ago.
CD4+T-cell = AIDS
I want a air conditional shirt too....
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RE: I am going to ask her to be my bride........... but
What a great chef is
I would'nt fall in if there wasn't this sign
Ok now, today when school:
Than after school went AMK hub with Dayana and to buy durian pancake. But still hungry than went home and die. THE END
WAH!!..today wake up late than chiong to CCK (Lot One) to see SHINee. DAMN LOTS AND LOTS OF PPL!!!!!! Than go meet up with WeeKiang , ZhengYuan and XueEr. Than inside the mall saw Jean and YuenTing running to 4th floor than i follow until half than don't want follow le. Go Mc to eat with XueEr than go find Jean and YuenTing at 3rd floor. Becoming the 1st pancake of the day. Than met alot of Jean's and YuenTing's friends and friends that we know on the way of finding a way to see SHINee. Got out way to 4th floor but still can't get in (2nd pancake of the day)....Sian.... Than was thinking of climbing the pipe and almost did. HAHA... There's no way we were going to get inside so went to 1st floor to watch on TV live. Ear was almost going to bleed there. Everyone was screaming like they were going to kiss SHINee.
When out-side of Lot One and saw people selling MinHo's autograph album and of Jean was going to buy but she got no money and call for WeeKiang's help, but WeeKiang came too late,it was sold. Saw Zoey and friends after awhile. MRT-ed back AMK HUB to have Mc. YuenTing changed my phone's display note to " Hello! :) im yuenting peace ^^v" Hahaha...Very nice. Than went home and byebye
ITS CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!. a HOLLY JOLLY GOOD TIME!!!!!!!!!....but i didnt get to celebrate.....same as last year....stayed home..watch TV...Chatted with friends that is celebrating christmas........but at least i get to celebrate with a friend
when did u even care??......u don wan me to tok to dad.....but he is the only one that wants to hear me talk my heart out.....you?..i never hear......he buy things for me becos he know waaat i want...wat i need.......i tried talking to you but u didnt care at all.....everthing i told you you always hear the first part........dan make up the 2nd part........i didn't want to rise my voise.......but u have gone simply too far......always come back home shouting " y didnt u do the house work??" even after i finished...u will still scold that wat is wrong with this and that.......i have had enough......izzit becos eddie is 18 so u cant call him? edwind is too small??.........come on.....edwind is just 1 year younger dan me......eddie will always be older dan me n edwind will always be younger dan me........so that means i have to do everything the whole of my life?.....if edwind don know everything so wat?? i learnd everything since i was 7.........now he is 12 going to sec 1.......Y CANT HE LEARN??...y cant you learn mum??.....u always though u understan me.......no u don....the person hu really understan me is dad......whats wrong if he smoke?? wats wrong if he drink?? as long he listen n correct me....he will be a good parent.......i know he almost killed me n eddie a couple of years ago......so wat??.....its all over.........i have seen wat he did......i can forgive him y cant u??......i m starting to get loud....no becos of dad.....is becos of u mum......have you ever ask youself.......did u ever listen to me?? did u know wat i really want?? do u even listen to anyone..........u wan people to listen to you first u have to listen to others........i m so sorry for today but its really becos part of this you are wrong........i m not following my brother's footstep.......u are just follow back on your steps........as we grow older.....you think we are youger......the safer the things we do...the more danger you will think of...........now i how eddie n dad feel........soon.........edwind will feel that way too if you don change..........
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here u go.....
do you know wat it is like when the person you like have to go somewhere and maybe cant even see her...have you??HAVE YOU!!!!!!????......IT IOS NO USE TO CONTINUE..........THERE"S NOTHING I CAN DO ANYMORE.......I HATE MYSELF FOR PUTTING MYSELF AT THE TIP OF THE CLIFF.....I AM PUTTING MYSELF TO DEAD.....no point living anymore......NO POINT AT ALL!!!!!........i wanted..so i tried..but i failed..so i tried again....BUT I FAIL AGAIN!!... WAT CAN I DO TO STOP IT??!
Labels: it is like a huge rock falling from very high but your hang is sticked to it
the world suck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!there she goes....from a friend to.....NVM! every was great till that......everything when wrong!!!!!!!!!i m wasting my time,am i?? reachig for a thing that i will NEVER get to.....i m the world most stupid person.... day after day always thinking the samething over and over again....see other couple walking on street i'll always have a felling........THAT felling...it hurts.....now i even hardly talk to her now.....i hardly even wan to look at her...... i hurts to do so...i don know y....things are change around here...change alot since i know the world with hope....full of hope
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every body's heart is like a flower....when you meet your sunlight, it will bloom....if u loss it...it will die.....like mine....my heart is like a rose....hardly even see a rose bloom.....in my life..this flower only bloom 2 time....not like alot ppl i know....their hearts are like sunflower...always facing the sun light...never close...always blooming.....i m always cheering ppl up outside but inside....i m crying out loudl....
thats y i want to go to the beach....no one will care if i shout there......i m free for once....can i get my sunlight of my life??...y cant she understand.....i only draw wen i feel sad n lonely......i nvr draw greaet wen i m happy.....the little comic i did everyone say it was me....ya..it is me but not at the outsidde...but inside.......everything that happen in the comic is happening in my heart.....i always thing that things always get worst before it get better but things for me all get worst before it get even worst...........AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!......she ignoring me all the time.....she did tok to me but only about5 times a day......i felt jealous when she tok to the guys.....i mmy hurt when she is sick.....everything she gone through it happens to me too.......i've been tring to help her but in her action.....she dun wan my help.....i want to let go but i cant.......i did try but i just....just...just cant.....wat should i do??...pls...someone give me an answer.....i nid to know......i m always trying to tok to her....even we tok...i tried to put it longer but she did not care......in MSN...at tok face to face.....she did not answer me.......all her actions can be tell.....it can tell me everything.......i know she dont like me n i know tat it is no use loving her anymore but i just cant help it....i cant stop it......i know alot ppl like her but the thing is.......she like the other ppl more dan me......i can just be a rock sitting there looking at her with other guy or i have to tell her and get the answer even i knoe that her answer will be "NO!"....
as i was trying to give up.......something just pull me back........n i think......"if i give up....there will not be a 2nd chance"...so i put every matter down n continue....i m like hanging on a cliff holding the eage....if anything go wrong dan i will fall.....AND DIE!!.....
i m going make 1 of my most heartful very clear.........i m going to give up.....only fiona and fiona know wat mean....n btw...wateven you both say i will still give.......if i dun....none of us will be happy......if wan dan know truth no matter good or bad....it is better dan stuck in the middle...........at least i can choose again....feel wat is it to feel alone again....i have alot thins to look forward but this thing seems to be 1 of the last thing..........too bad....u can say me unlucky........but i'm really m..
Labels: this problem is taking my blood n flash everyday
Its not i duno wan to play guitar...........i want to play guitar.....i love to play guitar but the problem is my guitar is spoil......u duno anything about me........every time call me do this do that but i dun see u doing anything..........i do wat u tell me because i m afarid of u........afarid of everythings u did to me...........how do u know me??.........u wan me to follow u to buy present for my brother.........why should i??......u were not there at my birthday.......u were not there at most of my birthday so y should i care about his birthday........all of this i'd learn from u.........always tell me to be good.......to be the best.......to be the brightest star......but your action doesn't show me anything u wan me to be.........
OMG..........OMG......y dose "lao tian ye" so not fair to me?? Let see couples holding hands on street is arady very bad liao but dan hor.....today going home dan saw 1 couple tat is i think about sec 4...5..soso lah......dan they r hugging n somemore kissing loh.....kiss VERY VERY VERY LONG....i was like duno wan to think about but i still look....i was so jealouse....OMG....how i wish 1 day i .....nvm.....btw....long time no post.....many things happen tat i maybe had forgotten wat really happen.......inside of me feel a bit weird weird 1......i wan to pull out my heart n keep steping it untill it dun hurt...........hai......this is life.....a life tat i DUNOWAN..................................... ........................................... ........................................... ............................................ ............................................ .............
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last sat...........was makenzie n germaine's party.........we plan it n let germaine think tat it is only makenzie's farewell party but she duno it is oso her b'day partydan got alot of food n fun...........play-ed water boom..........n eat alot..........have to bring every thing to some where............every heavy sia.......dan wait n wait n wait untill every come.......dan start the fun.......i cnt name every 1 out cos too many ppl........dan at the start makenzie still duno tat tat party is for her......dan in the end both the farewell n b'day girls know lah.......dan got ALOT of party pooper left so we play loh.........dan make a mess dan all thx to my slipper.......it help us clean up.......if u wan know dan i tell u.........dun wan post it........picture will be post later on............cya
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